Changes

tired..panda eyes.slept at 3am last night and 8am meeting this morning.lots to do and more to come.gonna be changes,total change.

my boss pre-warned me on how my social life wil be affected by the changes
"doesn't matter, i don't have one anyway" i said
boss: honestly, if u are looking for a husband to take care of you, there aren't; lovers for you?plenty out there.start with friends,a genuine one.Maybe you'll find romance then, but ultimately romance is short-lived but friendship lasts on and will be there for you.Listen to me,i've come a long way....
my thoughts wandered off completely.Just 2 days ago,i've heard something almost the same and I can't believe i am hearing it again, from a different person though.STUNNED!i couldn't hear further. I smiled politely,mind blank.We concluded our discussion and the meeting ended.

PRICKED a 2nd time just now
heard an old song on the radio, a long forgotten song i used to like a lot.
but today, when i heard it, my heart cringed with <can't find a word to describe>.
I guess it's the lyrics that pricked my heart

周蕙-别对我太好
故事开始是有些意外
因为当初我们都太轻率
我们都只是怕一再被寂寞青睐
我想我始终都能明白
不会有王子公主的将来
却又太自私胆小不敢说分开
所以别对我太好
别在我心里面留下记号
你的温柔已有新的味道
我知道
别对我太好
别让我想走也走不掉
每次鼓起勇气想转身逃跑
都输在你轻轻的一个拥抱
别对我太好
给那些承诺其实你做不到
别假装我对你还有多重要
我有多痛你知道